i feel so lost.
i feel so outta place.
i don know y im feeling this way.
too much things are happening all at the same time.
nobody is able to understand.
nobody can put themselves in my shoes.
if only there would be somebody to give me advice in what to do.
but i know i have to make a decision myself.
i have to grow up.
but i just cant.
nth went well..
didn expected it at all.
i just cant blog. there are too much things on my mind. but i cant think.
i got totally no idea what is happening. i dont know how ppl think of me at all.
do they think as much as i do? how do they think? are they just putting on a mask?
they pretend they care, they pretend to be yr bestest friend. but when you get into any trouble, you just hide behind and think, "wa heng i nvr get caught."
wad a nice friend.
hypocrites are all around.
its so upsetting to see everybody that i used to care so much; ppl that i used to share all my secrets to, all turning their back at me.
they just ASSUME what they think is right. they never thought of the consequences.
im so tired of this life. im so tired.
im only 15 years old. am i thinking too much?
did they realised what they are doing is hurting me.
I KNOW I MAY BE ASSUMING RIGHT NOW.
WHY DONT YOU COME AND TELL ME IT WAS ALL A DREAM, ITS ALL FAKE. NTH LIKE THAT EVER HAPPENED. but don pretend anymore. if i really suck. just tell me.
i don want all these to happen either.
i know there are still ppl there for me. i know you guys wont end my world.
i just don want this friendship to be ended just like that.
i know you are lost too. if i were you. i wont know wad to do either. im probably just cre8ing trouble.just where is graciepoooo. i need yr ear so desperately.
Someday I'm gonna find someone
that wants somebody's soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
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